Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Rumors Spreading

Mood: Headacheness and Tired

There have been rumors spreading around school quite a bit lately about people brining guns or bombs to school tomorrow and it's all lies. I've heard it from the principle, my dad, everyone that its basically not happening. And I agree with them, because it's NOT! The people who started the rumors go to another school and the rumors spreaded because they just wanted the attention, and they sure are getting it. So now, thanks to them, quite a few people aren't even gonna bother come to school tomorrow. But the real truth is, they just want to have a three day weekend for themselves. Me, I'm gonna go to school tomorrow, because I go there mostly to see my friends. And my friends will probably be there. If anything really does happen, then I will be there to protect my friends no matter what.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Too Many Projects To Do

Mood: Frustrated, Irritated, Jealous

Ok, well, school's been pretty hectic for me I would have to say. I have about 7 projects due in four different classes of mine. To name them out, I have....

Phys Sci - 1 (Major)
Latin - 1 (Major)
English - 2 (Small)
Art - 3 (To Do In Class)

Yep, see, seven. But my three art class ones are ones that I do in class.'s well art class. So they are technically classroom assignments. xD Heh. I finally just finished the one sky painting I've been working on for the past two months. It's frustrated me and irritated me so much, but tomorrow I shall finally be finishing it up. I stayed forever after school today, but for the first hour I worked on my sky painting in open studio. I was joined by one of my best friends who is also in one of Mrs. Miles (Art Teacher) classes. She has her second period, I have art fifth. Next year though, we hope to atleast have the same art class. Since I'm in the only class that has drawing 2 and drawing 3 students in it. Heh.
My three projects I have to do for art is anything I choose really. Like if I wanted to paint a picture of something, that could count, or maybeh even self portrait again. Anything really, doesn't matter. But I've got some ideas corsing through my head of what I really want to do.

Now for the other projects, well, my physical science one I'm doing on Tornadoes and my Latin one I'm doing on Roman foods apparently. With a bit of help from my dad, Bubba. English is just well, simple projects that are due by this Friday. So I shouldn't have that much trouble getting them done, unless Bubba does something to really frustrate me or irritate me like he usually does.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Running In The Dark

Mood: Exhausted

-Pant Pant- That run killed me a little inside. Ran on the tredmil and did 2 miles in under 30 minutes. It was so tiring. I was listening to my music which was blasting and watching Deadliest Catch. Right now I'm eating a bagel which is starting to make me feel a little sick to my stomach. Well, atleast I'll be tired for bed tonight. Heh. But I thought, if I did 2 miles in under 30 minutes, that isn't too bad. Because for this 5k race we are going to participate in Saturday, I have to atleast do better than 39:40 for 3.2 miles. I must try my best to beat my last time and also not to get last place. That's what my orginal goal for every race is. Not to be last place. Don't care what time I get really, but I just don't want to be last place mostly. So I try my best and run/walk my fastes.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Music Video w/ Some Lyrics

Been finding new songs for my playlist and just wanted to post a music video of one of them on here and I was like, might as well put the lyrics for the song as well. This music video is from Cascada and the song is Last Christmas. Quite a good song I would have to say. Or atleast for those of you who like Cascada I guess or this kind of song. It has to do with love, relationships, and how a guy just gives away the love that their girlfriends give them. I hope you all like this music video? If not, oh well? xD I'll post more.

Cascada - Last Christmas

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby do you recognize me?

Well it's been a year it doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I love you" I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

A crowded room friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice

My god I thought you were someone to rely on

Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man under cover butyou tore me apart


Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Maybe next year I'll give it to someone

I'll give it to someone special.

Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year to save me from tears

I'll give it to someoneI'll give it to someone special.

Peppers Are On The Way

Mood: Bloated / Full

Today Bubba took the seeds he pulled out of his peppers he used for dinner the other night and planted them. Some he just decided to throw them into the flower bed. Which I called him a hobo for. -.- But he planted them today and we watered them. Along with the rest of the plants today. So I think the plants will be fine for the next week. Haha. Don't want to water them too much or else they might drown as Bubba says. He claims if you water them too much then the roots will get mold on them and start to die. Don't want that happening to my lovely plants!

Friday, April 25, 2008

3 Strikes, You're Out!

Mood: Ackey, Tired, but Happy

Went to the batting cages, finally. Rode my bike all the way over there and met up with Willard. I learned something today and that is, I'm not as physically fit as him. He has more endurance I think as me. I just lose breath pretty quickly, unlike him. Finally, we found something he's better at than me. And that is definetly biking! Haha. But anyways, by the time I got down there I felt a bit sick, out of breath, and my legs were shaking really bad. That just shows how out of shape I really am. Haha. But anyways, got down there, somehow locked my bike with Will's to a sign or something. But got like 6 tokens and went out to the batting cages. Of course my buddy, Willard, he didn't bat any, because he's a hobo. xD Haha. But as for me, I just cept on batting in the 40 mph batting cages. I could feel the power coursing through me. It was awesome. This is basically how I control all my anger and let it out with hit by hit. I was caught up in the music and hitting that I just couldn't stop. After going through those 6 tokens, I got 6 more. Which I burned through about 4 of them. Meaning I bat about 10 times and hit 120 baseballs at 40 mph. I was a mad man.......woman....

But next time, I want to try and bat at the 60 mph one. I want to see if I can actually hit them. But I have to practice that is. Practice with all my might.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

RPG (Rocket Propelled Geeks)

Mood: Crazy

Ok, this post isn't exactly about the band RPG but then again it sorta is. I just took some pictures of some new drawings I've been doing and one of them was for my friend Tommy for his brother's band RPG. I just started doodling in first period a rocket ship and then I was like, I'm gonna turn this into an RPG drawing. So yeah, I showed it to my friend before I started to ink it and he thought it was totally awesome. I'm posting it on here before I'm going to give it to him. I just wanted you all to see, before I gave it to him. ^^ I wish I could draw better but this is how it is for now.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

The Plants On Day Five

Mood: ALMOST Forgetful + Sleeeeeeeepy -Drool-

Ok, I planted several Calendula seeds last week at some time and today is the fifth day since I've planted them. I just watered them and hope they will be able to grow. Still need to check my Pothos I think they were called, the vine like plants. Need to change their water. All because of me taking my five hour long nap, it's messed me up with today. But so far, everything looks like it's going well, I'll tell you first thing when I start to see them all start sprouting. And I so totally hope they will.

Ahhh, It's started to rain outside right now. Well, that just says I need to water the rest of my plants. I watered my Calendula's and even Bill our dragon tree. He's sitting in the sink right now with the dishes draining. Haha.

The story behind Bill is that my mother and me went to Ikea, awesome store, one day and we got several things. Our new computer chairs, some candles and then of course there is bill. I asked my mom if we could get Bill and she said yes, so I'm trying to keep him watered and taken care of. His original names went from Bob to George and then finally to Bill. Bill was a simple nice name.

If you guys ever think of getting a Dragon Tree, they are pretty cool because of how the branches are and everything. You all should really get one. ^^

Crazy Twisted Dream?

Mood: Sleeeeeeeeeepy -Drool-

Okay, well as you read in my last post before this, or if not, I took a good 5 and a half long hour nap before I posted this, and in half an hour I have to go bed. But anyways, I had a freaky dream where parts of it I've had before. But it started out all like this.

I was kind of at this large crooked room that seemed a bit like a hotel's or something and this one dude form my school named Burt was there. (Don't know if this means I like him or not.) But in my dream I had to have a crush on him or like him or something, because I think I was flirting with hime in my own way. I don't know what that means. But anyways there were these two girls that I thought I knew but at the same time, thought I didn't know them. Burt was about to leave on some large field trip like thing with other and he gave me a present before he left, I have no idea. But it seemed like Christmas time at that part.

Then it went to my cousin, my dad, and me. We all sat down on this one bench under like some kind of japanese tree. While we were talking, the bench seemed to be on some kind of track taking us some where. Took us through traffic past a car that spun out of control right past us. (Freaky!) But anyways, we come to this pre school where little kids were learning letters and all that stuff. The school was right next to Win Dixie. But at this time it turned into Halloween because I was dressed up, horribly and I look behind me and there's my cousin dressed fully as a vampire, it was crazy. Don't know what happened to my dad at that point. I tried scaring the little kids landing sorta on a lamp or something and then I was just like, -Wave-, they waved back. I fell aside and the door flew open. (This is the part where I've had this dream before, or felt like I've had it before.)
But anyways, the door flew open and a mist or fog started to roll into this small daycare like place. The entire room had a chill to it, like death was coming or something. All of a sudden it felt like a movie because you heard this creapy voice and in my dream, yes my dream, I saw subtitles for a minute there. Don't know what kind of dream I was having but it was weird. The voice was saying sorta like a dark depressing poem of some kind. Then the mist was cut off and the door slammed shut. We all just yelled.

But yeah, that was my dream. There were probably more parts to it but I'm not all that good at remembering too well. What do you think it means? Anyone?

Point Of No Return Tired

Mood: Sleeeeeeeeepy. -Drool-

Hi everyone, I'm trying to post all my blogs for today before I have to go to bed in about a little over half an hour, so I'm trying to do this quick because I know I have atleast two blogs to post. But anyways, I hung out forever after school till about 4:30pm and by the time I left school on my walk home, I was wobbling all over the place trying to stay awake. On my adventure home I ran into a group of about four guys oustide playing basketball, they were hanging around when their ball went rolling past me. I didn't even bother getting it for them or anything. A couple of the guys were like, "That's not right." Which of course they were meaning me not picking up the ball. But anyways, I started talking to myself and was like, "I'm not picking it up." and then started laughing. Heh.

By the time I got home, Bubba's (My Dad, For future reference) like, "I wanted to go to this one pawn shop. Come with me." And of course I was all wandering around the house searching for water and trying to stay awake, plus took an advil. After a couple minutes I finally went with him. In the car I kept turning the music down because it made my headache worse. It was crazy, super crazy. But anyways, by the time I got home, I crashed on the couch waiting for Bubba to get done with our wonderful dinner. Heated up mac and cheese, hot dogs from the grill, and I think I saw a couple pickles. I ate quite a bit of everything, then next thing I know, I'm off to bed. And which, I woke up right at 10 PM. By the time I went to sleep I think it was like 6:30pm. I slept a good seven hours maybeh? Which now I'm in a hurry to write all my blogs of course. One of them I could write tomorrow but, blaah!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Pick The Music

Mood: Confussed and Questioning

Ok, the question right now for me is, I've run out of songs to look up on and I need some answers. I mean I just need help thinking of some songs I can look up and put on my playlist not just for me to listen to but also for you all to listen to. But as of right now though, I've just got nothing. My mind is completely blank. What should I do? Maybeh I should go hit my head on the wall and that would make it work. Haha, just kidding. If I did that, I might really hurt myself and that wouldn't be too good. Some people I know would be really mad at me. And I don't want that. But anyways, back to the topic at hand. What music do you think I should put on my playlist. If I like it I might just put it on my playlist and hopefully I can find it too. Or I might make a playlist and have two playlists on here where one is mine and the other are for viewers of my blog. =D That way even if people don't want to come here to read what I post, atleast they can listen to some music they like. yep yep! Good plan or so I think. But anyways, need some replies! Come one, there's gotta be a song that I could put on my playlist! ^^

Psycho Animals

Mood: Like I Could Pass Out

Ok, the topic today would have to be animals. On my way home today with one of my buddies, Tommy he is known as. Nerd Core Rapper? I don't know. His brother's in a band called RPG (Aka- Rocket Propelled Geeks). I've never heard their music but Tommy always telling me stuff about his brother and all that. Anyways, back to the point........Me and Tommy were walking home together, or atleast together to his brother's house like he does every Tuesday after school. We left around 5:30pm and on the walk home our entire conversation was about animals that both of us have owned. I learned that he's own eleven cats, a huge fish, gerbils, ducks, squirrels, and even more. I was like, wow, these people love animals or something. But when he told me about his two male hamsters or gerbils. Don't know what they were, but when he told me about them, they didn't know not to put two hamsters in the same cage if they are male.

When they put both the two male hamsters in this cage, one of the hamsters completely ate the other hamster. I'm talking about like a zombified hamster, where the thing ate the other one's brains. Now I'm not saying these were hamsters, but I'm just calling them that for now because I have no idea what they are. Heh. But anyways, Tommy, my awesome friend dude buddy whatever, he was freaked out by this totally. He actually thought his hamster turned into a zombie or something. He told his mom to give him food and water, and if he didn't touch it, they had to get rid of him, or dispose of him somehow. The hamster never drank any of the water they gave him, and he never ate any of the food they gave him after that. And after a while or something, one day, they found out that he had chewed a hole through the cage and escaped. Tommy was completely freaked that he couldn't sleep that entire night. I mean, the fact that a hamster or w/e ate the other's brains out is kind of terrifying if you ask me. Wow.

But that was one funny/weird walk home ever. But then again, I've had weirder days when I walk home with both him and another friend dude of mine.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Childhood Crush

Mood: Thinking

I've been thinking since my encounter with my childhood friend I explained in my last post, and also because I'm just reading manga right now. It's making me think about my childhood crush, or to put it more simpler, the one I used to like when I was really really young. I traveled throughout my new elementary school and middle school after I moved. Then I came to my current high school and thought I would never see him again until one of my friends who I had told about my elementary school crush spotted him, the guy that I had been crushing on forever. I thought it wasn't true until I saw him. He looked just like the little boy I had a crush on, but just more grown up. I was really happy to see him at first but now I get a bit, confused when I see him in my class each day, or when I see him around school. I'm not only confused, but also depressed because I see him and I know that I would never be fit to be his girlfriend, ever.

Forever Friends

Mood: Frustrated, Blah, and Breezy

On my wonderful walk home today, I ventured apon one of my childhood friends. But of course I would venture on them since they only live a few blocks from my house and I walk past their house every day on my way home from school. But her and her dad had just gotten home when I was passing by and so me and her got to talking about old times and catching up on what's been going on. We haven't hung out since we were in middle school basically. We've both kind of formed our own group of friends, but still, once in a while talk to each other. She's doing pretty good. She claimed how she wanted to hang out this weekend so I guess that's what we are going to do. Considering we havent hung out in so long. It would be nice to hang out. She told me how one of our old friends were coming down in the next coupled months and saying how we should all hang out.

After talking to her for about an hour, I started to think of who I hang out with today compared to who I used to hang out with way back in middle and elementary school, it's just quite amazing. I mean the group I hung out with in elementary school is nothing compared to who I hang out with now. But yeah, I kind of miss how me and my old child hood friend hung out and all the crap we did. Surprised we haven't broken any bones yet. Haha.

Overall though, just letting you know, it took me an extra hour to get home from school. I left around 4:30pm and got home around 6:30pm. Hehe. I walk slow apparently.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Questioned Sadness

Mood: Sad and Confussed

Well, I'm feeling quite sad and depressed now because well, my boyfriend is being really depressed and crying and I don't know why. He claims he doesn't know why but I kind of don't know if I believe that. But I really want him to stop crying, because it's making me sad. Really sad. =( I wish I could be there in person for him, to help him stop crying with all my heart, in any way.

Confuzzled Emotions?

Mood: Artistically Confuzzled

Still working on my tattoo, but as I draw, I think of what has been going on the past week between a couple of my friends. As I posted earlier or before, two of my friends are fighting and they just recently broke up. I thought about how they broke up, why, and all that crap, then I remembered something. My one friend I used to like before he started going out with my best friend. Well, I'm not sure if I still feel the same for him or not, so that's what I'm thinking about right now. Apparently drawing helps me think.

But I've already got a boyfriend, and he's great. He is still confused on the way I act and how I'm a living conundrum apparently, or that's what he says anyways. I don't know if I would agree with him, since I don't think I'm THAT complicated, but other say otherwise. Heh. But he's so awesome and loves me for who I am. But I don't want feelings to recur and then cause more disaster. My heart and everything has finally settled down since Christmas. (Right before my friend and best friend started dating. When I tried going out with my friend.) It's been a hectic four or five months. I hope everything works out, my heart doesn't start malfunctioning as I put it, and I don't go in a meltdown. ^^ So wish me luck!

Crazy For Tattoo's!

Mood: Artistic

That's right, I'm crazy for tattoos for some odd reason. Recently, last night, I started to draw a tattoo, because I was in my tattoo craze again. But what I ended up drawing was a guitar tattoo, or atleast I think it was a tattoo. But anyways, it was a guitar but it had wings. Like an angelic guitar you could say. I thought it looked pretty cool. So I took a picture for you all to see. (Note: Sorry about it being yellow. I felt like drawing on yellow printing paper. Heh.) The guitar tattoo isn't the only thing I've been working on recently. But also another tattoo. I started drawing something on graph paper and it ended up being a heart tattoo. I kind of love drawing heart tattoo with the heart in the middle and it having some sort of wings.

But just to let you all know though, this tattoo drawing of the heart and wings, is well.....not done yet. So I'm just uploading a bit of a peek of what it looks like. I'll try to finish it and even color it with my awesome colored pencils and post it again at a later time.

I'm not all that good at drawing really. I just try my best and this is what it gets me. I hope you all like my drawings. ^^

Disapointed In This Meaningless Fight

Mood: Sad and Disapointed

Such a meaningless fight going on between a couple of my friends. One of my friends just broke up with her boyfriend who happens to be one of my other friends, and well, she claims she never liked him in the first place, which saddens me a bit. Because there is a truth to the beginning, and that was that I liked the friend who was her boyfriend, but to hear now that she never liked him from the beginning made me mad a bit. But I settled my heart down for a bit to realize something. But what I realized is a secret.

Anyways, she won't acknowledge his existence anymore all because of his personality and the fact that he stole her first kiss. But she could have just said she didn't like him from the beginning and he wouldn't have stolen her first kiss, but that was her choice. I do feel bad for both of them and I don't know who's side to choose. So for the time being I'm going to sit out of this battle and think to myself of past event that have happened and what I should have done.

I don't know how to stop this epic battle, and I really want them to stop fighting. Grrrrness, oh well. It will settle......eventually.
When a couple of friends are fighting, doesn't it just make your heart sad and want to cry? Or is it just me? =(


Wings spreading to great lengths as the sun disappears behind the clouds.
About to fly away to freedom just to realize the rain binding you to the ground.
Nothing further your able to do but to watch the battle going on around you,
crying out for help.
A sea of redness, surrounding, binding you. Tears falling down your face.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Wonderful World Of Plants

Mood: Happy

Hello everyone, I THINK I said in a previous post how I wanted to grow some plants. Well I'm going to do so. We just finished potting some plants earlier of these seeds that my grandma had given me years and years back. They are these orange and yellow flowers. By the name of Calendula's I guess. They looked really pretty on the seed packet and I've been wanting to grow them. We had a few pots laying around so I thought, what the heck? I'm gonna grow some! =D So I planted a little over a dozen I think in one huge pot and also a small little pot. I'm hoping they will grow quickly and bloom. I'm going to take pictures of their growing process also.

Also, those aren't the only plants I will be growing just to let you know, but also Pothos I think they are called. They are a kind of vine plant. Me and my mom have tons of vine plants growing on our porch. Potho's and also the lovely spider plants. We have about 3-4 spider plants potted around the porch, but thought we should plant some more Pothos, and so I cut off about 3 stems and put them in the same cup of water to let them grow. I will be taking pictures of their wonderful growing process along with the flowers.

First Kiss

Mood: Lovely Happy

First kiss is what everyone, or atleast mostly females anyways cherish. We usually remember all our firsts for some reason, or atleast most of them. First kiss is one of them, because you are expressing the way you feel about someone. But to me a kiss in general means your showing your affection, love, with the person you care about most. It may not mean the same to everyone else, but that's what I think of a kiss.

Love - A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

Lust - Intense sexual desire or appetite

Hmmm, this post was quite short, because that's all I had to say. Heh. Oh well, until next time. =D

Friday, April 18, 2008

The Truth.

Mood: Tired

The truth comes out from a friend of mine. She's been saying how she hates our other friend and well, I guess it's somewhat of a lie because she's taking her anger out on him and other people because she doesn't exactly like herself. I want to help her in some or any way I can really, but I don't know how. I'll just have to be there for her if she needs anything. Yep Yep.

In other news, hehe, I sound like a news person of some kind. But anyways, I would like to start planting some flowers and whatnot in some pots and try to grom them. That would be pretty cool. I could take a picture of the plants and post them on here each month. The only seeds that I have to plant are these kind of orange and yellow flowers that my grandma had given me the seeds a whiiiiile back, but I've never done anything with them before. I hope I'll be able to grow them. =D

Oh yeah, I watched this video on one of the music channels like VH1 or something like that the other day, I really loved the video and all the art incorporated into the video. Thought you guys might too. =D Really cool.

Take On Me by A-Ha.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Just a tad sleepy.

Mood: Sleepy

Eh, not exactly the best day today. Went to school, not feeling to well really and I ended up sleeping in mostly all my classes. It was quite boring today. I slept in most of my classes or zoned out to the max. Heh. I should really pay more attention to what's going on. Hehehe.

Friend of mine got a new cellphone, made me jealous. -Cries- I wish I had one, but my parents won't get me one? Nope nope. They won't. I don't know why. Probably because of the money or something. But I'll get one eventually.

Watching Forest Gump. Not bad of a movie. Pretty cool. I've seen it plenty of times but its fun to watch every once in a while. ^^ Whoever hasn't seen it, should watch it. ^^

Wednesday, April 16, 2008


Well, as I said in my first post here on my blog, just call me Ishi-chan. Or if you want to get formal, Ishiko Katsunaui. To tell you all the truth, this isn't my real name, but just a code name if you would like to call it. Don't want weirdo people coming and searching for me, ya know what I mean? ^^ But anyways, you all can call me Ishi-chan or just Ishi for short. I might introduce some other nicknames I go by but for now lets just keep it at that.

Anyways, I'm Ishi-chan and I'm 16 years old. I got to high school and I live in America. Not saying where, but somewhere in the U.S. Hehe. I love drawing, flowers, anime, meeting new people, rainy days, and also, I'm sometimes captivated by the sky, let alone nature. ^^ When it comes to nature I just love being out there and seeing so many new things. The things I just so happen to dislike would have to be people who think they are better than everyone else, bugs, being bullied (>;___;)> , high school (Sometimes ;D
), and finally not being able to think of something else. xD Hehe.

Well, that's a little introduction of myself. Hope you don't think I'm a weirdo or whatever. =O That wouldn't be such a good first impression if ya ask me. =(

First Ever Post, OMG!

Hi there, I'm Ishi-Chan. Sixteen year old girl currently going to high school. Found blogger a little bit ago but couldn't think of what to do or what kind of blog to make. So this is basically just a blog where I can post what is going on at school. I'm not saying you have to read it if you don't want. ^^ It's all up to you. Yep Yep. Haha. But anways, just called me Ishi-Chan. I'm glad to be posting on here for the first time.